LISTEN TO THIS SONG WHILE READING
Friday, 4 pm – Random thoughts written into a paper filled with tears.
It’s a beautiful spring day, I’m in the forest with my dog listening to the La La Land soundtrack instead of hanging out with people or thinking what party I’m going to go tonight.
“Here’s to the ones who dream, foolish as they may seem”, I’m indeed one of those fools.
I’ve always been kind of alone in my life. When I was a kid my parents were always working, and since my siblings are much older than me they weren’t really home. Today I feel especially alone I guess.
I have this weird feeling that something is going to happen. I don’t know if it’s going to be a good or bad change, but something is going to happen.
I want to live a life that will be remembered. A life of endless nights, bad decisions, and good memories.
I hate knowing that I’m growing up. I’ve never liked the idea you know?
I hate knowing that the boy I like is not a great guy. And I hate even more knowing that he likes me too.
I want to distance myself from people who care about Instagram followers, about what people think of them in a superficial way and of judgmental assholes who try to bring me down.
I want ambitious, free-spirited people in my life. People who like spontaneous plans, who don’t mind sleeping in cars and love singing Bohemian Rhapsody from the top of their lungs.
I want to live adventures and I’m tired of feeling alone.