🍒24. March. 2018🍒
As I’m writing this it’s pouring raining outside and I have a cold. Yesterday I went to a party full of people I knew in high school, some of them were my friends, the others not so much. I felt very out of the loop. I felt like I was 17 again and I was in a room full of people I didn’t want to see. The older I get the less I try to get along with this people.
Things I need to work on:
- my mood swings
- stop isolating myself
- wake up early and eat more
- don’t be rude or arrogant
I’m having problems with myself again. I don’t like my skin, and I’m not confident with my body, but I’m grateful that I’m healthy and my body works perfectly, I’ve just noticed that lately, I’ve been stuck inside my head.
Things to do to gain my confidence back:
- Limit your time on social media
- Stop taking things so seriously
- If wearing makeup and dressing cute helps you, do it!
- Learn to love the things you hate about yourself
- Journal self-love, not destructive thoughts
- Don’t gossip, it will only bring you drama
- Be a nice person
Things I’m learning to love about myself:
- my legs
- my acne
- the way my face looks when I smile or laugh
- being sensible
★STOP SAYING I WANT TO, START SAYING I’M GOING TO★
I have to surround myself with positive people. I’ve been feeling so down and lazy for the past months and I actually haven’t achieved anything of the things I wanted to do.
No filter, no edit, only me
Take your clothes and makeup off. Turn off the lights. Take photos with flash. That girl, the one who can not see herself, she is vulnerable.
💫I’M A MOTHERFUCKING STARGIRL💫
This winter has been a hard one. I haven’t been able to control my feelings and they got the best of me, I felt numb and empty for a long time.
Dancing with the lights off gives me the power to be whoever I want to be