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vulnerability

🍒24. March. 2018🍒

As I’m writing this it’s pouring raining outside and I have a cold. Yesterday I went to a party full of people I knew in high school, some of them were my friends, the others not so much. I felt very out of the loop. I felt like I was 17 again and I was in a room full of people I didn’t want to see. The older I get the less I try to get along with this people.

Things I need to work on:

  • my mood swings
  • stop isolating myself
  • wake up early and eat more
  • don’t be rude or arrogant

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I’m having problems with myself again. I don’t like my skin, and I’m not confident with my body, but I’m grateful that I’m healthy and my body works perfectly, I’ve just noticed that lately, I’ve been stuck inside my head.

Things to do to gain my confidence back:

  • Limit your time on social media
  • Stop taking things so seriously
  • If wearing makeup and dressing cute helps you, do it!
  • Learn to love the things you hate about yourself
  • Journal self-love, not destructive thoughts
  • Don’t gossip, it will only bring you drama
  • Be a nice person

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Things I’m learning to love about myself:

  • my legs
  • my acne
  • the way my face looks when I smile or laugh
  • being sensible

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★STOP SAYING I WANT TO, START SAYING I’M GOING TO★

I have to surround myself with positive people. I’ve been feeling so down and lazy for the past months and I actually haven’t achieved anything of the things I wanted to do.

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No filter, no edit, only me

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Take your clothes and makeup off. Turn off the lights. Take photos with flash. That girl, the one who can not see herself, she is vulnerable.

💫I’M A MOTHERFUCKING STARGIRL💫

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This winter has been a hard one. I haven’t been able to control my feelings and they got the best of me, I felt numb and empty for a long time.

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Dancing with the lights off gives me the power to be whoever I want to be

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7 Comments

  1. 1. This post is SO aesthetically pleasing, this is something to look up to!
    2. I love how you categorized and sectioned off all of the things you want to achieve/work on/ etc.
    3. Overall this was just such an enjoyable yet touching read! I admire your raw honesty!

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  2. Hey girl, literally I am obsessed with your blog, I already read all your post, I’ts so aesthetically pleasing and the photos are so <3, looks like they were taken many years ago.
    I had that felling the other day, because I started my first semester at University and I realize there are so many people from my old high school, and none of them were my friends and I feel really insecured this lately days , like I don't even want to look my reflect in the cars when I walk throught the city, need to work with that.

    Pd: Si algo esta mal escrito es que esta no es mi primera lengua, pero era una buena oportunidad para practicar lo poco que se.

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  3. Hey! I’m Emma, a Paris based creative, and I’ve just discovered your blog. I love how artsy it looks, and I’m looking forward to explore it more !! love

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