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The Dreamers

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”Yes, I’m drunk, and you’re beautiful. And tomorrow morning, I’ll be sober, but you’ll still be beautiful” – The Dreamers (2003)

September 13th, 2016

Everyone has already started college, but for me was still the end of the summer. I’ve just decided that I was not going to college this fall, and it was both scary and exciting. I had so many ideas on my mind, so many things I wanted to do, and going to college and sitting there 6 hours per day wasn’t one of them.

My friend Maria and I decided to do a photoshoot since neither of us had college. We ate noodles and sushi in the middle of the street, while we talked about old fashion muses.

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The good thing about shooting with Maria is that you can strike any pose and she won’t think it’s weird, we kind of have the same mind.

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We kept taking picture after picture, walking around the park, talking about street fashion through decades… We love to talk about fashion and things that we love, and it’s funny because we only talk about these things to each other.

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And lastly it was golden hour and the sun looked beautiful. I remember telling Maria, ”Put on your glasses and walk, the sun looks beautiful behind you.” And she did, and it was the intro for my video.

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Maria took some photos of me with one of my favorite books, Lolita from Vladimir Nabokov, it’s a classic.

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I don’t think I’ll get over his smile. To be honest, I don’t want to.4-0034-004

vulnerability

🍒24. March. 2018🍒

As I’m writing this it’s pouring raining outside and I have a cold. Yesterday I went to a party full of people I knew in high school, some of them were my friends, the others not so much. I felt very out of the loop. I felt like I was 17 again and I was in a room full of people I didn’t want to see. The older I get the less I try to get along with this people.

Things I need to work on:

  • my mood swings
  • stop isolating myself
  • wake up early and eat more
  • don’t be rude or arrogant

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I’m having problems with myself again. I don’t like my skin, and I’m not confident with my body, but I’m grateful that I’m healthy and my body works perfectly, I’ve just noticed that lately, I’ve been stuck inside my head.

Things to do to gain my confidence back:

  • Limit your time on social media
  • Stop taking things so seriously
  • If wearing makeup and dressing cute helps you, do it!
  • Learn to love the things you hate about yourself
  • Journal self-love, not destructive thoughts
  • Don’t gossip, it will only bring you drama
  • Be a nice person

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Things I’m learning to love about myself:

  • my legs
  • my acne
  • the way my face looks when I smile or laugh
  • being sensible

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★STOP SAYING I WANT TO, START SAYING I’M GOING TO★

I have to surround myself with positive people. I’ve been feeling so down and lazy for the past months and I actually haven’t achieved anything of the things I wanted to do.

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No filter, no edit, only me

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Take your clothes and makeup off. Turn off the lights. Take photos with flash. That girl, the one who can not see herself, she is vulnerable.

💫I’M A MOTHERFUCKING STARGIRL💫

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This winter has been a hard one. I haven’t been able to control my feelings and they got the best of me, I felt numb and empty for a long time.

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Dancing with the lights off gives me the power to be whoever I want to be

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We’ll Always Have Paris

⋆DIARY ENTRY, JANUARY 1st 2018⋆

Happy new year to me… I guess. Last nights party was actually better than I expected, probably because I was in a more positive mood, 2017 was a good year. I’m sad again and it’s a weird feeling because I feel like I haven’t been sad in a long time. Feelings are weird and I feel like I’m never going to be able to control mine. Tomorrow I’m going to Paris and I’m excited about that, I really need to get away from here.

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⋆ JANUARY 2nd 2018⋆

Early flight to Paris.

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Artboard 15ACD7F8E8-B7C7-41CB-93DB-16AE0A2EEBE9Living my dream of being aristocratic in the 19th century attending the opera and balls and being the muse of Impressionist painters.

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⋆ JANUARY 3rd 2018⋆

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⋆ JANUARY 4th 2018⋆

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Film For Her ⋆ Volume II ⋆

 ⋆NONE OF THE PHOTOS HAVE BEEN EDITED, click here to see volume I⋆ 

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⋆PHOTOS IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER⋆

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My friends Lucia and Aige. Early-mid July.

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July 22nd, my friend Inés and I went to a lake in Collserola. She is rolling a cigarette. 

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July 26th, the first photo is a very famous Catalan restaurant called “Els Quatre Gats” where I ate that day, and then I went to see the movie Dunkirk in 70mm. God bless Cillian Murphy. 

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Early August. Maria and I went to Montjuïc and did a photo shoot, click here to see it.  

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Photos of when my mom, two of my siblings, my dog and I went to the Pyrenees. And you can see in the photo that my eyes are super sensitive and they go all red and puffy very easily.

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Me by Maria. Another photoshoot we did in her house, click here to see the photos. 

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These photos were taken the day after the terrorist attack in Barcelona, my mum and I went to Las Ramblas to see all the memorials, this was one of them. 

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Tere has super sensitive eyes part 2. I went back to Ireland from the 23rd of August until the 30th. Ireland will always have a piece of my heart. These photos were taken in Achill Island, specifically in Keem Bay. The first photo is my favorite. 

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Some photos I took while walking my dog one Summer afternoon. I’m so fucking blessed to be able to walk my dog every single day in this beautiful place. 

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Early September. Freya came to Barcelona and we did some vintage shopping and then we sat down in el Parc de la Ciutadella and talked for hours. 

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September 7th, celebrating my friend Maria’s 19th birthday. 

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September 11th, my mum’s birthday. You can see my mum opening up her present while my dog sleeps and you can see my brother Dani talking and smoking. 

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Mid-September, I hung out with two girls from Ibiza who I met through Instagram.

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September 27th, a wild Freya and Tere having the time of their lives in The Rolling Stones concert, click here to see the blog post about the concert.

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I love this kind of photos. It’s all dark but you can see some light. A photo of a restroom in a restaurant in Barcelona.

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October 1st, a day were Catalonia was going through a hard time. I went to the Andy Warhol exhibition. It also my Saint’s day. 

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The Rolling Stones Concert

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Wednesday, September 27th, 2017

Ever since I was a kid I’ve been obsessed with Mick Jagger and David Bowie. Way before I knew they had an affair (some people say it’s true some people say it’s a legend, oh well). I’ve always liked them because of their style, mindset and all the fucking amazing interviews they’ve done, and well, of course, their music.

Sadly I couldn’t get the chance to see Bowie in concert, but my friends, I saw The Rolling Stones.

I bought the tickets on May, check between the minutes 1:30-2:30 of this video to see the whole process of me buying the tickets and me crying after because of it.

Guys, I can’t tell you enough how excited I was because of this. Seeing the Rolling Stones live was on my bucket list since I was a kid!

When Freya came to visit me at the beginning of September I told her I had an extra ticket and we started talking about how we both love the Rolling Stones and seeing them live has always been a dream for us.

Fast forward to a week before the concert I was talking with Freya and this came up

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She stayed two nights in my house and we had the time of our lives.

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⋆A NIGHT I WILL NEVER FORGET⋆

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Un Ange Est Mort

(listen to this while reading)

Hey, remember me? Yeah, I’m not dead.

I’ve been getting so many questions asking me where the fuck have I been and why I stopped posting on my blog and youtube channel, and the answer to that my friend is that I don’t have an answer. I started this blog nearly a year ago when I started my gap year, still trying to figure out my future about uni, money, LIFE IN GENERAL, and now, nearly a year after, I still have no clue.

I’ve wanted to delete this website for a while… and also delete my Youtube channel… and my Instagram, Tumblr, Twitter… basically I wanted to disappear from social media. Since my following on social media has increased so much, I had the pressure to post things once a week or just update what I’m doing because if I didn’t people would ask me if I’m okay, but I’m pretty sure no one wants to know if I’m having a mental breakdown or if I’m hanging out with my friends.

I don’t want to leave this blog or my Youtube channel, but I’m only going to post when I have something to post, not because I feel like I have to.

And don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere.

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